seven years

we have met for seven years
no one knew we would say goodbye this easily
but we did break up
memories of our arguments remained for a long time
i don't know how we expect to see each other
when we were so young
because we couldn't help ourselves from changing
they say it's painfull when you say goodbye
but we couldn't even feel that
we told ourselves calmy "that's just how is it"
i criedas time passed at my own
regreting and missing you
looking at my self with a different heart
first as friend
next as lovers
it's true what they say
when you break up it's hard to stay as friend
still after for 3 years
we kept in touch once in a while
even though i feel in love again with another person
i always called you when i was sad
just crying silently
telling you "you need to meet a good person too"
when i didn't really mean it
telling y self for nothing "maybe she still like me"
i know we were both really innocent
that we can't have that kind of love again
that it'ill only remain as memories
but once in a while
i feel a cold feeling from you
but i know very well
there's nothing that i can do now
hearing her words "i'm getting married now"
for a while i was spechlees
and then i cried
that was your last word to me
but "i love you" were the only words i want to hear